I Just Don't Understand

I just don't understand why people overreact to such innocent things. What is it with this world that something that means absolutely nothing is taken absolutely the wrong way and people have to get hurt from it and experience great pain and disappointment.

Seriously, I just do not understand. I posted something so innocent and yet Derek Dale and the rest of the important people at Daystar completely overreacted for no reason. Yes I am 27 and I called a 12 year old girl beautiful. Big freaking deal! But because of that I can no longer serve on Wednesday nights, service with KPC or attend Motion. What kind of ridiculous crap is this? I could understand their issue if I had called her sexy or something else along those lines but not beautiful. Just a basic compliment that meant absolutely nothing other than me just being me, nice and caring.

Why in the world do I have to be so nice and caring. I had just finished telling someone the other day that I am too nice at times and it gets me in trouble. This is exactly what I was talking about. Because I am too nice and caring I am now experiencing great pain and can no longer do the things I love to do or that I am good at. The only thing I am good at. The reason I am going to school.

What kind of fool must I be to think I can be a school teacher if I can't even make it two months serving in a role working with kids in a church? Whatever. Guess I'm going to have to change my major to something else but just looking at the programs out there and there's nothing I'm passionate about like I am about working with kids. God strike me down right now. I'm tired of experiencing this kind of pain every few months because I apparently do not know how to handle relationships with others without crossing that invisible line between being caring and being too close.