Good and Bad Days

If I could be like that. What would I do? If I could be with my friends. I wish I was with each and everyone one of yall right now. Yall are all going to school and getting towards goals that yall have set in yall's life and I'm here by myself spinning my wheels. Not going anywhere in life. Not doing nothing with my life. Not knowing what to think, feel or do. Not knowing what lies around the next corner. Not knowing what my purpose is right now. I feel like falling down. I feel like giving up but as long as I know you guys are out there supporting me than I can't give up and I must go on. If I could just have the chance to go to school and make something of my life than I wouldn't be so down. If I had the chance to be with my friends who could help me through the hard time in my life. I was just starting to get my life together and than bang we move and right now I can't just leave my mom because she needs me to help her until she gets on her feet and gets everything setteled. But it's hard because one step foward and two steps backward means we ain't getting anywhere. GOD I am so lonely and depressed. Sorry to bore you with my horrible life story and I know no ones life is perfect but I just need someway to express myself and this is it. With that being said I end this whatever you want to call it. Well I have good days and bad days like everyone else but after typing this I notice that I feel alot better. I guess it's because I feel like I am talking to someone and well it has made me feel better. I guess you guys will see alot of blogs because it makes me feel better to get it out of my head and to put it into words and than to read it and to have others read it knowing that they probably feel the same way. It makes me happy. So now I'm happy. Yeah. Big T.

Everything That Matters To Me

Everything that matters to me is everything I have around me. My GOD, family and friends. Without everything that matters to me I would be lost. As long as you have faith than nothing, no matter how bad your day seems or no matter how bad you think your life is when you hold everything that matters close to you, you will always rise above it to shine brighter than the brightest star. Just want to say I love my GOD and family and friends. Thank you so much for all of your support throughout all the years and as we have all gone in our separate ways in life we will always be friends forever and always.

Thank you, Big T