No One Should Ever Deal With This

 I really hope that no one ever finds themselves in the same kind of situation that I am in. One where I have been charged with a crime I didn’t commit but I’ve got “friends” telling me I won’t ever get beyond this season until I learn to accept full responsibility for what I did because in their eyes saying something and doing it are the exact same thing. It’s completely absurd and does nothing to help me. I wish they would understand that saying something and doing something are two completely different things but because a child is involved it’s the exact same thing. Worst yet, they wouldn’t say that if the charge was murder or stealing or physical violence or something else. They’d quickly be able to separate the fact that saying something isn’t the same is doing something. But no, I don’t get that kind of treatment. I get told that saying something and doing it are the exact same thing because a child is involved. Nevermind the fact that the family had to beg the DA to send my case off to be reviewed by a grand jury because he was going to drop the original harassment charge against me because I didn’t commit this serious offense that they want to believe I committed. It’s so heartbreaking and depressing to have people tell me that I deserve what is happening to me. It’s so heartbreaking and depressing to have to deal with God sitting back allowing it all to happen because according to my “friends” He’s so good and all this is for my own good. I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. That seems to be the only thing that would make anyone happy short of me going to jail for the rest of my life because I screwed up and asked a question to a child I shouldn’t have. Thanks a lot!! I really appreciate the support, or lack there of.